Depressed

it's one week after the dumpling festival (is it called the dumpling festival? i cant remember, but whatever...)and i'm only eating dumplings now. it's also one day closer before school reopens and there's no progress on my homework.... suddenly i'm feeling so depressed... before the hols started, i told myself i must not procrastinate and it's three weeks into the hols and i dont think i've done what i said to do... the thing about procrastination is that it is a vicious cycle. before you can so-called "break" the cycle, you must not procrastinate, but because you procrastinate by nature, you are unable to break the cycle and thus it goes on and on and on..... whatever.... i think i'm pms-ing.... better stop writing... the more i write, the more depressed i become.... sometimes i really hate being a woman.... *sigh*.... i really am pms-ing... *sigh*...