Why do I always feel that you are not trying hard enough? Why do you always reject my invitations? Couldn't you put in a little more effort to at least let my parents get to know you? When are you going to stop using far and shy as an excuse? This is singapore. How far is far anyway? And how long are you going to be shy till? Till I stop hoping that my family will get to know you better or vice versa? How do you expect me to get a flat with you if I can't convince myself that you are the one for me, much less my parents? How do you expect me to start a family with you if you refuse to know my family or let me know yours? Is sleep that much more important than me? Are your gadgets and your virtual life that much more important than me? Perhaps it is. Perhaps I was too naive to keep finding excuses for you. You always avoid the difficult topics making it hard for me to talk to you about us. Perhaps it will be over when I quit. So many unknowns. So when will you be ready? Or you never will?